I make to do lists, can't seem to get thru it all. Come mid day, I've given up. It doesn't seem worth it. I'm not excited to get up in the morning and start my day. It also doesn't help that Baby B is backwards baby and slept thru the night as a newborn, but now wakes up 2 to 4 times a night wanting to nurse. I want to stay in bed.
How do you get out of those ruts? I had a good system, a great system of getting things done. But now just no motivation behind it all. I think you feel like if the people around you are happy, then what you do is worthwhile. Maybe I'm just tired of daily life as a stay at home mom. Maybe I need someone to talk to? I don't know. Yesterday, I was looking forward to fall...and I still am....but I'm just kinda feeling blah. I can't tell if its a rut, or depression.
Wife, Mother of Two Boys, Coffee Addict, Pinterest obsessed, an aspiring writer balancing every day life of raising a family and blogging about it.